I am stagnant, there I said it. I am 25 and I am entirely stuck right now.
I feel like I need a new start something that gets me motivated. I was so sure for so long what I wanted to do but now my mind is filled with uncertainty. That was a frightening thought at the beginning but I am starting to embrace it. I am in my twenties, is it not a rite of passage to feel lost? Talking about “feeling lost”, I honestly thought that was a made up cliche that happened to no one outside of a film. Yet, here I am trying to figure it all out and that is when it hit me. Since I was 17 I was trying to figure it all out and, at 25, this is where I stop giving myself time restraints. Instead I want to look at what I would like to complete but not giving myself days/weeks/months/years to finish it.
That is slightly freeing and completely unnerving. I have a few things in mind that I hope to do in 2017 but with no time constraints. With all this I realised I missed blogging. I spent the last year over on Mettle and now I want to spark up this blog again while Mettle takes a small hiatus before its renewal process.
I have given this blog an entire revamp and I hope you like it.
If you don’t like something, change it. If you can’t change it, change your attitude. – Maya Angelou